I hate speaking about feelings to people. They'll tell me ''everything's gonna be alright'' but no, things just get worse. I don't need pain for now, I don't want to feel anything anymore. I'm fatigued of being there for people but all they do is disappoint me. I want to feel numb again. I miss waking up in the morning,having my morning coffee and worry about nothing but at this point, so much to think about. I'm tired, very very tired. Oh God, whatever test you are giving me now, I hope it's worth to think about.
Take me away oh my imaginary friend from this cruel world, cruel people.
Take me far far away and keep me safe
